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April 2011
This month starting out with me deciding to move or not. I really don't know what to do. Jey is supposed to help me and he has not even called. He is kind of busy kicking his
brother out the house. I guess he is busy. I am supposed to be the smart one and always come up with a back up plan. I better really get better at the things I want to do.
My friend Vicki said come stay there, but I really don't want to stay with people again. Things are going so bad, I have no choice though. I really need to keep money in my
pocket to get back on my feet. I don't want to struggle forever. I have to always remember its better than a shelter. I do not want to go stay in a shelter. I want to really get on
my feet and be strong again. I will go down, but if I keep going at this rate, I am going to go so far down I have no where else to go. People are getting tired of giving me money
so it looks like I am stuck going to stay with a friend. What I think I might do is try to spend the night at other peoples house at least 3 to 4 days a week to help me have my
privacy more at times. I told myself I could never stay in a basement, but at least I have friends that offer me somewhere to stay. Allot of people have no one.
Stev photo came back and helped me by taking me to get a van to rent. The van was nice. The only thing is I left my card at home
April 3
I worked on my friend Tela's website. This website will be to help other tgirls and transsexuals. Its going to be a great site, and will work really well. Her website is
www.weloveall.com
April 4
Well its time to move, just woke up and its 11 pm. I really don't feel like doing this. The good thing is I am finally getting away from you know who. I got to move all this stuff by
myself. I really can't stand this. I will not say I love the hotel, but I really need to save money. Vicki called and said the place will be ready, so I am going to move there.
April 5
I am up and packing and I get a call. Its this cute boy named Brad. He says he is going to help me move. Its 2 am and I am still barely finished packing. I really need the help.
So I clean and clean and there he comes in. O my gosh he is cute. A hot little federal worker. I really am going to like this. A blue collard federal worker that likes me. The only
thing is he looks similar to you know who around the damn corner of the hotel. It does not matter cause he is more concerned with finding true love, so that makes me feel good.
He helped me move so much. Brad is really nice. The entire Van is packed. So he is tired, I told him lets take a nap. I left the sheets and stuff on the bed. We got into bed
and started kissing and one thing led to another and he is a freak like me just let me put it. I finally met a guy that is a freak like me and a total top. I really am going to like this
guy. I did scare him though telling him how I stalked the last guy but he was cool, he said he will take this real slow.
He has a cute little car that he is going to follow me in the van. I am so happy. So we head to Vicki's and when we get there her nice wife welcomes us and the place is ok. I
mean I did not expect the best because they warned me ahead of time. I will be cool with it though. I really had to get used to but Brad said I could stay with him the first night. It
was so cool. So we unpacked and I put things down, and moved some things. I don't have my own bathroom totally but will get one I hope.
I stayed at Brads and it was cool. Met some people he knows and stuff. The weird thing is he is not ashamed at all, and does not care.
April 6
He took me to my therapist, met her, and took me with him shopping for some stuff, and he kept asking me do I want to come in, he is really nice. The only thing that pissed me
off is his driving. Its his car, but damn, go easy on it. He scared me. I am glad I met someone but why is there always a catch. I don't want a guy perfect but some what ok.
My therapist said I think too much. I do that all the time. I really don't like it, it drives me crazy. A recording engineer I know called me and wants me to start working on music. I
need to do extra curriculum.
April 7
Well I seen Brad almost everyday and it worries me its just like when I was with you know who. The weird thing is they are so opposite. Brad does not like me touching his head,
his kneck, none of that, and he is mad like allot. I mean really pissed off so much. The only thing that calms him down is sex. Sometimes I wonder is that all we talk about.
I am not here to blog about this guy like I did you know who. I need to talk about other things I have done.
April 9
Veronica hit me up and she is feeling better and back in her old self. She is kind of drama like though. She keeps mentioning guys coming to see her and she says they have
the same names as the guys I have dated or date. Its like she is being messy. I might just be being too cautious but it pisses me off. I deal with it, but she wonders why I don't
talk to her. She and I just used to shoot the shit, or just talk about different guys but they were always different names and all that. She act like we in a competition at times.
I don't know I might be wrong and bipolar, but it does piss me off. so much drama is going on. I am just sick of it. My cousin likes a friend of mine but because he is religious
now he is dodging her.
Men are constantly bothering me about do I really have a man. Its sad they don't believe I am trying to date someone. I am talking about guys that don't even know me. They
saying, "Why am I alone on a Saturday if I got a man." Thats stupid allot of married women are at home alone for so many reasons. Men just really try to hit it. Then they throw
money in my face when I keep walking. I think cause I am not totally about money, that men try to take advantage of the situation.
This month starting out with me deciding to move or not. I really don't know what to do. Jey is supposed to help me and he has not even called. He is kind of busy kicking his
brother out the house. I guess he is busy. I am supposed to be the smart one and always come up with a back up plan. I better really get better at the things I want to do.
My friend Vicki said come stay there, but I really don't want to stay with people again. Things are going so bad, I have no choice though. I really need to keep money in my
pocket to get back on my feet. I don't want to struggle forever. I have to always remember its better than a shelter. I do not want to go stay in a shelter. I want to really get on
my feet and be strong again. I will go down, but if I keep going at this rate, I am going to go so far down I have no where else to go. People are getting tired of giving me money
so it looks like I am stuck going to stay with a friend. What I think I might do is try to spend the night at other peoples house at least 3 to 4 days a week to help me have my
privacy more at times. I told myself I could never stay in a basement, but at least I have friends that offer me somewhere to stay. Allot of people have no one.
Stev photo came back and helped me by taking me to get a van to rent. The van was nice. The only thing is I left my card at home
April 3
I worked on my friend Tela's website. This website will be to help other tgirls and transsexuals. Its going to be a great site, and will work really well. Her website is
www.weloveall.com
April 4
Well its time to move, just woke up and its 11 pm. I really don't feel like doing this. The good thing is I am finally getting away from you know who. I got to move all this stuff by
myself. I really can't stand this. I will not say I love the hotel, but I really need to save money. Vicki called and said the place will be ready, so I am going to move there.
April 5
I am up and packing and I get a call. Its this cute boy named Brad. He says he is going to help me move. Its 2 am and I am still barely finished packing. I really need the help.
So I clean and clean and there he comes in. O my gosh he is cute. A hot little federal worker. I really am going to like this. A blue collard federal worker that likes me. The only
thing is he looks similar to you know who around the damn corner of the hotel. It does not matter cause he is more concerned with finding true love, so that makes me feel good.
He helped me move so much. Brad is really nice. The entire Van is packed. So he is tired, I told him lets take a nap. I left the sheets and stuff on the bed. We got into bed
and started kissing and one thing led to another and he is a freak like me just let me put it. I finally met a guy that is a freak like me and a total top. I really am going to like this
guy. I did scare him though telling him how I stalked the last guy but he was cool, he said he will take this real slow.
He has a cute little car that he is going to follow me in the van. I am so happy. So we head to Vicki's and when we get there her nice wife welcomes us and the place is ok. I
mean I did not expect the best because they warned me ahead of time. I will be cool with it though. I really had to get used to but Brad said I could stay with him the first night. It
was so cool. So we unpacked and I put things down, and moved some things. I don't have my own bathroom totally but will get one I hope.
I stayed at Brads and it was cool. Met some people he knows and stuff. The weird thing is he is not ashamed at all, and does not care.
April 6
He took me to my therapist, met her, and took me with him shopping for some stuff, and he kept asking me do I want to come in, he is really nice. The only thing that pissed me
off is his driving. Its his car, but damn, go easy on it. He scared me. I am glad I met someone but why is there always a catch. I don't want a guy perfect but some what ok.
My therapist said I think too much. I do that all the time. I really don't like it, it drives me crazy. A recording engineer I know called me and wants me to start working on music. I
need to do extra curriculum.
April 7
Well I seen Brad almost everyday and it worries me its just like when I was with you know who. The weird thing is they are so opposite. Brad does not like me touching his head,
his kneck, none of that, and he is mad like allot. I mean really pissed off so much. The only thing that calms him down is sex. Sometimes I wonder is that all we talk about.
I am not here to blog about this guy like I did you know who. I need to talk about other things I have done.
April 9
Veronica hit me up and she is feeling better and back in her old self. She is kind of drama like though. She keeps mentioning guys coming to see her and she says they have
the same names as the guys I have dated or date. Its like she is being messy. I might just be being too cautious but it pisses me off. I deal with it, but she wonders why I don't
talk to her. She and I just used to shoot the shit, or just talk about different guys but they were always different names and all that. She act like we in a competition at times.
I don't know I might be wrong and bipolar, but it does piss me off. so much drama is going on. I am just sick of it. My cousin likes a friend of mine but because he is religious
now he is dodging her.
Men are constantly bothering me about do I really have a man. Its sad they don't believe I am trying to date someone. I am talking about guys that don't even know me. They
saying, "Why am I alone on a Saturday if I got a man." Thats stupid allot of married women are at home alone for so many reasons. Men just really try to hit it. Then they throw
money in my face when I keep walking. I think cause I am not totally about money, that men try to take advantage of the situation.
April 2011
This month starting out with me deciding to move or not. I really don't know what to do. Jey is supposed to help me and he has not even called. He is kind of busy kicking his
brother out the house. I guess he is busy. I am supposed to be the smart one and always come up with a back up plan. I better really get better at the things I want to do.
My friend Vicki said come stay there, but I really don't want to stay with people again. Things are going so bad, I have no choice though. I really need to keep money in my
pocket to get back on my feet. I don't want to struggle forever. I have to always remember its better than a shelter. I do not want to go stay in a shelter. I want to really get on
my feet and be strong again. I will go down, but if I keep going at this rate, I am going to go so far down I have no where else to go. People are getting tired of giving me money
so it looks like I am stuck going to stay with a friend. What I think I might do is try to spend the night at other peoples house at least 3 to 4 days a week to help me have my
privacy more at times. I told myself I could never stay in a basement, but at least I have friends that offer me somewhere to stay. Allot of people have no one.
Stev photo came back and helped me by taking me to get a van to rent. The van was nice. The only thing is I left my card at home
April 3
I worked on my friend Tela's website. This website will be to help other tgirls and transsexuals. Its going to be a great site, and will work really well. Her website is
www.weloveall.com
April 4
Well its time to move, just woke up and its 11 pm. I really don't feel like doing this. The good thing is I am finally getting away from you know who. I got to move all this stuff by
myself. I really can't stand this. I will not say I love the hotel, but I really need to save money. Vicki called and said the place will be ready, so I am going to move there.
April 5
I am up and packing and I get a call. Its this cute boy named Brad. He says he is going to help me move. Its 2 am and I am still barely finished packing. I really need the help.
So I clean and clean and there he comes in. O my gosh he is cute. A hot little federal worker. I really am going to like this. A blue collard federal worker that likes me. The only
thing is he looks similar to you know who around the damn corner of the hotel. It does not matter cause he is more concerned with finding true love, so that makes me feel good.
He helped me move so much. Brad is really nice. The entire Van is packed. So he is tired, I told him lets take a nap. I left the sheets and stuff on the bed. We got into bed
and started kissing and one thing led to another and he is a freak like me just let me put it. I finally met a guy that is a freak like me and a total top. I really am going to like this
guy. I did scare him though telling him how I stalked the last guy but he was cool, he said he will take this real slow.
He has a cute little car that he is going to follow me in the van. I am so happy. So we head to Vicki's and when we get there her nice wife welcomes us and the place is ok. I
mean I did not expect the best because they warned me ahead of time. I will be cool with it though. I really had to get used to but Brad said I could stay with him the first night. It
was so cool. So we unpacked and I put things down, and moved some things. I don't have my own bathroom totally but will get one I hope.
I stayed at Brads and it was cool. Met some people he knows and stuff. The weird thing is he is not ashamed at all, and does not care.
April 6
He took me to my therapist, met her, and took me with him shopping for some stuff, and he kept asking me do I want to come in, he is really nice. The only thing that pissed me
off is his driving. Its his car, but damn, go easy on it. He scared me. I am glad I met someone but why is there always a catch. I don't want a guy perfect but some what ok.
My therapist said I think too much. I do that all the time. I really don't like it, it drives me crazy. A recording engineer I know called me and wants me to start working on music. I
need to do extra curriculum.
April 7
Well I seen Brad almost everyday and it worries me its just like when I was with you know who. The weird thing is they are so opposite. Brad does not like me touching his head,
his kneck, none of that, and he is mad like allot. I mean really pissed off so much. The only thing that calms him down is sex. Sometimes I wonder is that all we talk about.
I am not here to blog about this guy like I did you know who. I need to talk about other things I have done.
April 9
Veronica hit me up and she is feeling better and back in her old self. She is kind of drama like though. She keeps mentioning guys coming to see her and she says they have
the same names as the guys I have dated or date. Its like she is being messy. I might just be being too cautious but it pisses me off. I deal with it, but she wonders why I don't
talk to her. She and I just used to shoot the shit, or just talk about different guys but they were always different names and all that. She act like we in a competition at times.
I don't know I might be wrong and bipolar, but it does piss me off. so much drama is going on. I am just sick of it. My cousin likes a friend of mine but because he is religious
now he is dodging her.
Men are constantly bothering me about do I really have a man. Its sad they don't believe I am trying to date someone. I am talking about guys that don't even know me. They
saying, "Why am I alone on a Saturday if I got a man." Thats stupid allot of married women are at home alone for so many reasons. Men just really try to hit it. Then they throw
money in my face when I keep walking. I think cause I am not totally about money, that men try to take advantage of the situation.
Year 2011 all my new updates are on www.shemalevicki.com
This month starting out with me deciding to move or not. I really don't know what to do. Jey is supposed to help me and he has not even called. He is kind of busy kicking his
brother out the house. I guess he is busy. I am supposed to be the smart one and always come up with a back up plan. I better really get better at the things I want to do.
My friend Vicki said come stay there, but I really don't want to stay with people again. Things are going so bad, I have no choice though. I really need to keep money in my
pocket to get back on my feet. I don't want to struggle forever. I have to always remember its better than a shelter. I do not want to go stay in a shelter. I want to really get on
my feet and be strong again. I will go down, but if I keep going at this rate, I am going to go so far down I have no where else to go. People are getting tired of giving me money
so it looks like I am stuck going to stay with a friend. What I think I might do is try to spend the night at other peoples house at least 3 to 4 days a week to help me have my
privacy more at times. I told myself I could never stay in a basement, but at least I have friends that offer me somewhere to stay. Allot of people have no one.
Stev photo came back and helped me by taking me to get a van to rent. The van was nice. The only thing is I left my card at home
April 3
I worked on my friend Tela's website. This website will be to help other tgirls and transsexuals. Its going to be a great site, and will work really well. Her website is
www.weloveall.com
April 4
Well its time to move, just woke up and its 11 pm. I really don't feel like doing this. The good thing is I am finally getting away from you know who. I got to move all this stuff by
myself. I really can't stand this. I will not say I love the hotel, but I really need to save money. Vicki called and said the place will be ready, so I am going to move there.
April 5
I am up and packing and I get a call. Its this cute boy named Brad. He says he is going to help me move. Its 2 am and I am still barely finished packing. I really need the help.
So I clean and clean and there he comes in. O my gosh he is cute. A hot little federal worker. I really am going to like this. A blue collard federal worker that likes me. The only
thing is he looks similar to you know who around the damn corner of the hotel. It does not matter cause he is more concerned with finding true love, so that makes me feel good.
He helped me move so much. Brad is really nice. The entire Van is packed. So he is tired, I told him lets take a nap. I left the sheets and stuff on the bed. We got into bed
and started kissing and one thing led to another and he is a freak like me just let me put it. I finally met a guy that is a freak like me and a total top. I really am going to like this
guy. I did scare him though telling him how I stalked the last guy but he was cool, he said he will take this real slow.
He has a cute little car that he is going to follow me in the van. I am so happy. So we head to Vicki's and when we get there her nice wife welcomes us and the place is ok. I
mean I did not expect the best because they warned me ahead of time. I will be cool with it though. I really had to get used to but Brad said I could stay with him the first night. It
was so cool. So we unpacked and I put things down, and moved some things. I don't have my own bathroom totally but will get one I hope.
I stayed at Brads and it was cool. Met some people he knows and stuff. The weird thing is he is not ashamed at all, and does not care.
April 6
He took me to my therapist, met her, and took me with him shopping for some stuff, and he kept asking me do I want to come in, he is really nice. The only thing that pissed me
off is his driving. Its his car, but damn, go easy on it. He scared me. I am glad I met someone but why is there always a catch. I don't want a guy perfect but some what ok.
My therapist said I think too much. I do that all the time. I really don't like it, it drives me crazy. A recording engineer I know called me and wants me to start working on music. I
need to do extra curriculum.
April 7
Well I seen Brad almost everyday and it worries me its just like when I was with you know who. The weird thing is they are so opposite. Brad does not like me touching his head,
his kneck, none of that, and he is mad like allot. I mean really pissed off so much. The only thing that calms him down is sex. Sometimes I wonder is that all we talk about.
I am not here to blog about this guy like I did you know who. I need to talk about other things I have done.
April 9
Veronica hit me up and she is feeling better and back in her old self. She is kind of drama like though. She keeps mentioning guys coming to see her and she says they have
the same names as the guys I have dated or date. Its like she is being messy. I might just be being too cautious but it pisses me off. I deal with it, but she wonders why I don't
talk to her. She and I just used to shoot the shit, or just talk about different guys but they were always different names and all that. She act like we in a competition at times.
I don't know I might be wrong and bipolar, but it does piss me off. so much drama is going on. I am just sick of it. My cousin likes a friend of mine but because he is religious
now he is dodging her.
Men are constantly bothering me about do I really have a man. Its sad they don't believe I am trying to date someone. I am talking about guys that don't even know me. They
saying, "Why am I alone on a Saturday if I got a man." Thats stupid allot of married women are at home alone for so many reasons. Men just really try to hit it. Then they throw
money in my face when I keep walking. I think cause I am not totally about money, that men try to take advantage of the situation.
Year 2011 all my new updates are on www.shemalevicki.com
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