February
Feb 6
Its the eve of my birthday and I am so happy. I woke up to the sound of my photographer telling me that he was going to take me
out to dinner. I told him that after driving that 30 minutes to come and see him, I knew that it was a long way to come and see me.
So it worked out for him on his end.
20 minutes later I got some flowers delivered. I was naked when the guy came to the door. I know I was looking rough. My wig
looked a mess at the time. The flowers came from the Lawyer from New York. He is so sweet. I think that is one of the nicest
gifts. My ex from Baton Rouge is going to put 100 bucks in my checking account. I want to thank him for that.
I asked my customers on niteflirt.com to donate money to my birthday and gave them 3 pictures with it. Not many got the 3
pictures, but it made more people end up calling me and telling me how much they wish they could get with me. I blew two loads
this day on imlive.com.
I talked to Precious today. Chantel and Precious gonna work out a deal to make more money on the cam and phone lines. I think
that would be so great for that to work.
Feb 13
One of my best guys told he does not plan on having sex with me anymore. He was mad cause he saw me do some freaky stuff to
another guy, that was a long time ago, but he was like he is married and he don't want his wife to ever find out about us. I can't
believe this .
Feb 14 and 15
I let this guy come and stay with me. He is an old friend. I call him charl for this time period. He is a ok guy sometimes. I was
going to move him in for good to help me out, but he was not happy here in Philly. Ti called me and told me if he not happy she
will help me take him home. He was like, " I don't care what you do." I got off the phone with Ti and told him that if he is not
happy let me take him home. He started cursing me and telling me he can't stand and dirty ass whore like me. He told I was a sorry
ass gold digger and he wished someone would give me AIDs and all this other stuff. I went back to my apartment and he was still
made, and I calmed him down. He got to the point where he was almost going to hit me. I told him I am scared of him. He felt
bad about how he got and told me to take him the bus station. Now he sends me a text message saying he is going to kill himself.
He and I are so different, we can't be together. He did help me out, but I can't have a man hitting on me.
Feb 16
Well I made a new video clip today. I did the police and the college student. I think its a great set of new videos I am making. I
hope this works out and helps me to pay the bills.
Feb 17
Charl came by and put a gun to my head. I went to pick up a package on my front walk and he put a gun to my head. He then ran
through my house looking for people. He don't get it, I don't want him. He ran through the house looking to see was someone
there. He was bald looking like a skin head. He had it up to my head and he gonna say, "Suck my dick right now". I was going to
throw up, I grabbed the gun and started to fight with him, come to find out it was plastic. I said, "You dumb bitch you gonna put a
plastic fucking gun to my head. You are a sorry ass bitch." Then he pulled out a real knife. The fucking bastard is crazy as fuck. I
can't stand him. He makes me so sick. I had to end up taking him back to the bus station again. I can't stand him. I told him, I
have never hated a person, but I can't stand his retarded ass. He is such a bitch. My cousin and best friends Kesha and Chantel
were so mad because I should have never let him come and stay with me. I can't stand him. We tried to get him help when he
calmed down, but then I had to take is funky retarded tale to the bus station.
Feb 18
Charl wrote me an email and I am saving it. I called the police and told them what he did so they could make a report of it. They
said I need to go to do a 302 on him because he lost his damn mind.
Steve contacted me and told he is no longer going to have sex with me. He has not giving me any since Jan, so I figured he did not
want to fuck me anymore. I sucked his dick so good that he came though in 3 minutes. Wait, that was in January also. I still did it.
I want to make Kenny come that fast or the guy from Turkey also. Out of all the guys I guess Steve is number one on 4 play cause
he does not hit this ass twice in one day like I want him. He would be on the top, but he is in the top 5 as far as dick. Number 1 is
Kenny cause his dick is fat, then comes
Feb 19
Well my friend from Turkey came over, his dick is so so good. O my gosh. He is having shoulder problems. He is a hot sexy guy.
He is so good with his 6 inches too. They said its how you work it, he fucks me so hard, he always works it hard.
Feb 23
Well that charl guy is going around spreading bad rumors on me. My new friend K called me and she said that she saw some
horrible information on me on the net. He is really horrible.
Feb 27
Charl is on craigslist trying to scare guys aways saying I got Aids. All I can do is get sick of him and flag him. Why did I ever fuck
with such a homeless low life. He makes me so sick. I am saving all his letter for court for when I have to finally get him in jail.
He wrote me letters that he is going to kill me and all that stuff, I said the knife, the gun and the letters to make sure he goes to jail
and I made sure the police have them. I make a personal diary of every guy that has ever fucked with me good or bad to make sure
if anything ever happens to me, they can find the person that did it. I know its bad but I hate that boy so much. I opened my home
for him to get on his feet and he chose to abuse me and cause me all kinds of problems.
I talked to a new guy from Turkey, so that was a good thing. He was so sweet. His name is Charl too. I don't know what to think.
One bad one out my life and this really hot one comes into my life. I really like him but I am not going to meet him, at least not
yet, I like my other friend from Turkey.
March
Well March is here. Man it is snowing on and off for March. Its cold as can be. I really am moving on with me life. My first
friend from Turkey is not seeing me much anymore. Kenny, the one in most of my videos came over. He fucked me so good, I
don't know what to do. His dick is so good. Do you know every time he comes over, I can barely make it to the bedroom. In fact
two thirds of the time we fuck on the floor in the living room. His dick is king.
March 12
Well the new guy from Turkey Charl let come over for the first time. Wow, he is hot as fuck and very agressive, he bites and yes,
I love it. I need someone to bite me every now and then. I love his loving and it feels so good.
March 14
I am upset I am not working as much as I should. I love to work and I am not making that money like I should. I love to work but I
need to work harder. I am a cam and video girl, but I am not working like I should.
March 17
I saw the guy from Turkey named Charl and he was even better than the first time. He told me I belong to him and that was very
hot. I know so many see me as aggressive, but he puts me in my place and I love that.
March 18
I met this guy from Baltimore, finally a guy into feet. He was so good affection wise, and I enjoyed it, but then he got inside me
and with a rubber he came in 30 seconds. I don't know if i should call him back again. I really don't know what to do. He cool, he
a little heavier than his picture, but thats not a big problem. He is not ugly.
March 19
This guy named Chris that I like so much contacted me from an ad where he could not see my face, but I think he knew who I was.
I don't know what to think. He cursed me out, and I told him forget him, then he asked to suck my dick cause it taste so good and
he miss him. I said, I don't think so. I want some more Kenny or my first friend from Turkey.
March 20
In had to go get some help to pay my light bill. I don't know what to do. My friend Steve is not around as much as I want him to
be. We are just friends now. He is trying to save his soul and have children with his wife, so thats more good dick gone.