March 2008

My boyfriend and I broke up.  We are still friends and kind of dating but not as we were.  He is now seeing regular girls and doesn't find transsexuals
attractive much.

April 2008

I am partying to much, trying to deal with life and my break up.  I am hanging out with friends all the time.  

Tan and me went down to New Orleans to have a great time.  It was supposed to be a good time.  We could feel something was wrong in the air.  
Very few men hit on us.  Two cops tried to put us in jail again.  They said for us to come back to their rooms and have a good time.  We were not
ready for that.  I could tell they were police officers because they always throw money at me.  I was so horny at that time, I could have done them
in the street.

Some tgirls came up to us to befriend us.  They new Tan from Houston.  One of the girls was telling us how this guy could not pay her and she beat
him up and he pulled a gun out while beating him, and he told her to run as fast as she could.  She ran away from him.

Later that day we were chased down by a group of strait guys or bi guys mad at some transsexual for stealing their money.  I don't know whats
going on.  I did not steal it, but the guys down there are hating girls like me right now cause of what that girl did.  

Story:  Some girl in New Orleans gave a guy a blow job and when he did not pay her she beat him almost to death where he was bleeding and then
took his money.  There is like a war going on in New Orleans again.

May 2008

Went and talked to a Dr. About implants and another Dr about my butt implants.  I want to have a more curve in my body.   I schedule the breast
for August of 08.  

I am planning on moving to Philly, Pennsylvania.   I am moving there cause guys up there are not ashamed of girls like me.  My bills are starting to
stack up.  I am getting to the point, I am having to use my cards to pay off other cards.  This is the beginning of my debt.  

June 2008

I am struggling a little with bills.    I am going to have to slow down my regular business and find a man to help support me, so thats not what I
wanted, but it looks like that is what I have to do.

July 2008
I am now here in Philadelphia.  The hotels are so expensive.  This guy I meet before coming here is really not helping me.  He said he would lead me
in the right directions. This other guy thats a cook was supposed to meet me and help me with my U-haul.  He did not even show up.  I don't feel
good and I am so not happy here.  I wanted to move here and be happy.  I paid this company 75 bucks just to give me a list of apartments.  I am so
mad that did not help.  

end of July

I am now in an Apartment near Woodhaven Rd in Northeast Philadelphia.  I hate being a shemale here, cause the people are so to themselves.  I am
safe here, but my neighbors don't even speak.  They are so afraid or making friends.  I just don't understand this place.  I should have moved
downtown, but I did not know where to park and how to park.  

I put an ad on craigslist and meet a Military guy from Jersey.  I was not planning on dating a black guy at the time. I live black guys but the ones
here are not my type.  They have these long beards and its so gross.  I feel like I am dating a terrorist.  Well I am still on youtube and this mouth
found out I got 2000 fans. I was so happy.  My traffice is like 2000 a day on www.safesextour.com.

I got tested this month and everything was ok.  I still need to get other test, but I am going to pray everything is alright.  I hope things go well.

I am going to try to survive here.  I will do my best.  I don't feel like working online lately. I might have to find me a real job.

August

I meet a salesman.  Gosh he is so hot.  He took me home in the demo and fucked me so good, I almost cried.  That was some really good dick.  I
wish he could fuck me more than once a week.  Gosh his dick is so so so good.

I got the dick and it made me work harder. I feel like working and making  money now. I need that dick more often.  I didn't do that well this month
though.  I am getting used to the area.  I am on www.eros.com and I am not getting any calls.  I think they don't like me here.  My ad said
relationship, but I think people don't take me seriously.  

I just meet two tgirls, D and Red and they on the thicker side.  They don't like the fact I am smaller than them I think. I will have to get to know
them better.

End of August

I meet another guy.  He is a construction worker, and his dick is the best dick in the world.  I love getting that dick.  the salesman did not come
around for a minute, so I thought he was gone.  His dick was 10 inches and it was sooooooooooooo good.  I loved it.

November

I found out that I was clean again this month.  I don't have Hep A  or B or even C.  I was so sick though at the beginning.  I caught a cold and I was
sure I had caught something from a guy.  D and Red told me these guys are always giving me stuff.  I just hate to get a cold from kissing a guy.  Red
was coughing allot in the car.  I was really sure she gave me something.    

I took Red and D to get some material to make clothing.  I was so upset.  They act like I should be honored to take them places.  I found out they
are closer with each other than I am closer with either of them.  D used to be on drugs and Red does drugs.

I had too much sex this month.  Gosh, I need to slow down.  I had so much dick I can't remember where all it came from.  I love being a bottom,
but this is crazy.  I love sex, but this is too wild.  
My stomach keeps going up and down.  I want to be at 170 with a fat behind.


December

Well Christmas is coming up and my friends are not getting along with me. I was so mad.  I went to pick Red up and D was late cause Red had
caught another ride.  I feel sometimes they only want me for my car, but then D called me and said that is not true.  D is ok, she treated me to
dinner one day when she could afford it.  My family feels I should find friends that have what I have.  I have so much debt.  How can I find
someone that has allot and has the debt I have.

December Christmas

Well I am messing with my Photographer now. He is so sweet.  He is medium and he has some of the best kisses.  He is a really cute guy.


My friend at the airport told me to come and see him. I was lonly on Christmas day so I went.  I got there and picked him up and we went to park.  
We made out so much, but no sex.  I loved feeling his hands all over my body as we sat in the parking lot and made out.  When he kissing me I feel
like I am on top of the world.  He is married though. Another married man.  Thats what I need right?