Well I guess you want to know how I am now.  

I am working on my career trying to expand it as much as I can.  I am working on my voice all
the time, trying to make it stronger and better.  I want to be in the main stream.  I do have a
boyfriend and he loves me very much.  Some people do not thing of him as my boyfriend
because he does not want to commit, but I love him regardless.  I do date other guys.  Not selling
myself, but I date guys to have friends.  I love being who I am.  I will say that allot so work with
me.

September 2005  

I am feeling so alone sometimes.  I feel like I need someone special in my life.  I don't know
what to do. I am trying to get by with everything I got, but sometimes it seems I need more.  I
love the man I am with, but it seems like he does not trust me all the way.  I don't know, maybe
I am too spoiled.  I took the wedding pictures to show I want to get married one day.  I hope a
man will notice them and contact me.  Ha Ha

April 2007

Went to jail for the first time, I got really hard up for money and wen to escort in Texas.  I ended
up going to jail.  I was so upset.  I sat in jail and I said this life is not for me.  I will not be doing
this for the rest of my life.