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Leaving Home
After I left home things were really tough. I started out in a boarding house. The house was really a dumb, had a bad roach problem. My mom was not really associating with
me. My grandmother and aunt tried to get me back to school I went to Lanier High School. One of the worst schools in Mississippi. It used to be so dangerous, but most of
the students did not even come to class.
I ended up leaving Lanier High School. I was treated like an outsider there. I tried to pretend to be strait up there. It did not work. I was moved out the boarding house into a
house with my cousin Anthony. He was cool with me being gay. I tell you this, he could sing so well. I wish I could be as good as he was when it came to singing. Well
while staying with my cousin I got a job with my friend Trina that used to go to Church with me. I did not last long at Krystal’s. It was like a white castles and I was there for
like 2 weeks. I got board of it easily. I also got a job at Pizza Hut, but I was bad at driving. I did not know my way around town. I had got a job at Waffle House, but I
could not cook worth nothing really. I was bad at jobs I tell you. I also started dating men at this time. My first boyfriend was this married sheriff deputy. He was married
and had a boyfriend. It only lasted 3 days. He was my first time, to do anything with me. He was a top. He put it in me for the first time and I was crying, it hurt so badly.
No lube and it felt horrible. I came though, and it was my first time ever doing that. He was like “Jump up and down on it.” I was like ok, that is it, getting out. I broke up
with him the next day cause he tried to have sex with me again. I hated that kind of sex for like 3 months after that. I was telling myself, I have to get a pussy to enjoy sex,
cause this anal stuff was horrible, plus it smelt like butt afterwards.
Now the funny thing is my friend Christy’s mother had to tell me about gay sex. She had a cousin like me. She told me I had to lube myself up to take it anally. I was like,
“no one told me this.” I tried it again with a guy from Chicago, and he was pretty good. I liked it. He knew what he was doing, I mean like um um um. Well I meet many
gay friends in Mississippi.
Living With Antony
I stayed with my cousin Antony. He was really nice at first. My aunt paid the deposit to move in and he paid his half. I got me a job at Krystals. It was pretty cool. I love
the Krystal burgers, they were great. I went to school at the worst school in Jackson called Lanier High School. My uncle taught there. It was a pretty cool school. The bad
kids never came, so it was allot of space in the class to sit. I remember one day all the bad kids came and it was horrible. The kept calling me "sweet boy", I hated that. That
is one reason I can do domination, I take it all on all the boys that gave me a hard time in school. I can't hate anyone, but they were pretty mean. I remember there was a
teacher Mr. Blue and he was an ok teacher for Pre Calculus. He used to say, "Ok class are you all ready? One of the girls said, "Shut up Mr. Blue!" He said, "Ok." I was
like, "O my gosh, what is really happening in this class. I was doing really bad in Clinton High School.
I ended up quitting school. I was not going for working three jobs. I worked at Mazzios, Waffle House and McDonalds at the same time. It was too hard to do all that. I was
tired all the time. I could barely sleep. I did that for 2 weeks and then was burnt out. I had to find a new job. Then I ended up working for Bordan in the half gallon line on
the clean up crew. I loved it. It was really nice to work for the best milk in the world. Come to find out Borden produced allot of the other milks, just had different recipes. I
did not know what I as doing. It was a great job though. Just to technical. I was not an engineering type tgirl.
I ended up doing my first show at Smokies, it was a gay club in Jackson. I did Toni Braxton "You Mean The World To Me" I was a hot drag performer. I had on so much
make up I looked like a ghost. I never did a show again, but it was great. I could not dance like the other tgirls. I danced like a hoochie.
I started going to the book store allot. It was a place that you buy adult videos. We had to pay like 2 bucks to get to the back and we used to go there all the time. It was
really great. I loved it.
Living with Antony, I meet allot of gay people cause I was able to go out to the club more. I was on my own and had more freedom. I ended up letting Adrian another gay
from school come stay with Antony and I . We both were like sisters. One dark skinned one light skinned. Adrian got all the men. I was so jealous. As a gay boy, I could not
get anyone. I was so upset and pissed. Adrian and I ended up meeting other queens such as Randy, Miss Bobby, and many others. I really loved them all. They were really
sweet. Miss Randy stayed in contact with me for a long time.
Moving to the Projects
Well I was tired of dealing with Antony and his ways. He was gambling to much and I heard he slept with one of my gay friends. It was my gay moma named Nate. We
called Nate, Miss Nate. I ended up staying at Diville. It was an apartment building, actually the worst in the city of Jackson. I lived there. It was kind of rough, but I did it
anyway. The first day I was there, it was a body in the garbage can. It was kind of rough. Adrian and I were the first ones to stay there. Adrian and I walked to the store one
day to get some food and when we came back I guy was stealing a white womans purse when she pulled out a gun and started shooting him. The guy was running towards us
and the lady was shooting. Gosh this was a really bad neighborhood.
I worked for Borden Milk company for a while and loved the job. It was really hard work dealing with pipes. I felt like a plumber changing milks. I don't even know if I was
doing it right. I hope I did not trick people and say one milk was skim and it was vitamin D. I was at that job maybe 3 months and the pay was good.
I ended up being best friends with this girl named Silk. She danced at a strip club in Vicksburg, MS. I loved it. It was great. She was dating this guy from a popular rap group
in Jackson. Everyone in Jackson knew her. She was very well known. She had allot of sex. It got to a point where she, Adrian and Nate did not help me with rent and we
had to move. They did help but it was not the help I needed. I was dating this white guy for a while and he sold cars. He helped allot with the bills. He was the first man to
be really, really good to me. When he said he will no long help me financially everything went sour. We only had to pay 80 bucks a week, but we lived in that apartment like
we were from another country. Thank goodness for my friend. I will call him Jim and he was a wonderful man that helped me. Well I went to stay with some people that
lived up stairs while I worked 2 jobs. I got a job at Hudson Salvage and one at Super Kmart.
The people I was staying with was told I had to leave cause I left my other apartment. So I was kicked out, that fast. Then I came back to get my close and the people would
not give me all my stuff. The kept my bed and my boom box. People try to help and then they make things worse. I really hated that.
I went to another building around the corner where my friend Brenda stayed.
(To be continued)
After I left home things were really tough. I started out in a boarding house. The house was really a dumb, had a bad roach problem. My mom was not really associating with
me. My grandmother and aunt tried to get me back to school I went to Lanier High School. One of the worst schools in Mississippi. It used to be so dangerous, but most of
the students did not even come to class.
I ended up leaving Lanier High School. I was treated like an outsider there. I tried to pretend to be strait up there. It did not work. I was moved out the boarding house into a
house with my cousin Anthony. He was cool with me being gay. I tell you this, he could sing so well. I wish I could be as good as he was when it came to singing. Well
while staying with my cousin I got a job with my friend Trina that used to go to Church with me. I did not last long at Krystal’s. It was like a white castles and I was there for
like 2 weeks. I got board of it easily. I also got a job at Pizza Hut, but I was bad at driving. I did not know my way around town. I had got a job at Waffle House, but I
could not cook worth nothing really. I was bad at jobs I tell you. I also started dating men at this time. My first boyfriend was this married sheriff deputy. He was married
and had a boyfriend. It only lasted 3 days. He was my first time, to do anything with me. He was a top. He put it in me for the first time and I was crying, it hurt so badly.
No lube and it felt horrible. I came though, and it was my first time ever doing that. He was like “Jump up and down on it.” I was like ok, that is it, getting out. I broke up
with him the next day cause he tried to have sex with me again. I hated that kind of sex for like 3 months after that. I was telling myself, I have to get a pussy to enjoy sex,
cause this anal stuff was horrible, plus it smelt like butt afterwards.
Now the funny thing is my friend Christy’s mother had to tell me about gay sex. She had a cousin like me. She told me I had to lube myself up to take it anally. I was like,
“no one told me this.” I tried it again with a guy from Chicago, and he was pretty good. I liked it. He knew what he was doing, I mean like um um um. Well I meet many
gay friends in Mississippi.
Living With Antony
I stayed with my cousin Antony. He was really nice at first. My aunt paid the deposit to move in and he paid his half. I got me a job at Krystals. It was pretty cool. I love
the Krystal burgers, they were great. I went to school at the worst school in Jackson called Lanier High School. My uncle taught there. It was a pretty cool school. The bad
kids never came, so it was allot of space in the class to sit. I remember one day all the bad kids came and it was horrible. The kept calling me "sweet boy", I hated that. That
is one reason I can do domination, I take it all on all the boys that gave me a hard time in school. I can't hate anyone, but they were pretty mean. I remember there was a
teacher Mr. Blue and he was an ok teacher for Pre Calculus. He used to say, "Ok class are you all ready? One of the girls said, "Shut up Mr. Blue!" He said, "Ok." I was
like, "O my gosh, what is really happening in this class. I was doing really bad in Clinton High School.
I ended up quitting school. I was not going for working three jobs. I worked at Mazzios, Waffle House and McDonalds at the same time. It was too hard to do all that. I was
tired all the time. I could barely sleep. I did that for 2 weeks and then was burnt out. I had to find a new job. Then I ended up working for Bordan in the half gallon line on
the clean up crew. I loved it. It was really nice to work for the best milk in the world. Come to find out Borden produced allot of the other milks, just had different recipes. I
did not know what I as doing. It was a great job though. Just to technical. I was not an engineering type tgirl.
I ended up doing my first show at Smokies, it was a gay club in Jackson. I did Toni Braxton "You Mean The World To Me" I was a hot drag performer. I had on so much
make up I looked like a ghost. I never did a show again, but it was great. I could not dance like the other tgirls. I danced like a hoochie.
I started going to the book store allot. It was a place that you buy adult videos. We had to pay like 2 bucks to get to the back and we used to go there all the time. It was
really great. I loved it.
Living with Antony, I meet allot of gay people cause I was able to go out to the club more. I was on my own and had more freedom. I ended up letting Adrian another gay
from school come stay with Antony and I . We both were like sisters. One dark skinned one light skinned. Adrian got all the men. I was so jealous. As a gay boy, I could not
get anyone. I was so upset and pissed. Adrian and I ended up meeting other queens such as Randy, Miss Bobby, and many others. I really loved them all. They were really
sweet. Miss Randy stayed in contact with me for a long time.
Moving to the Projects
Well I was tired of dealing with Antony and his ways. He was gambling to much and I heard he slept with one of my gay friends. It was my gay moma named Nate. We
called Nate, Miss Nate. I ended up staying at Diville. It was an apartment building, actually the worst in the city of Jackson. I lived there. It was kind of rough, but I did it
anyway. The first day I was there, it was a body in the garbage can. It was kind of rough. Adrian and I were the first ones to stay there. Adrian and I walked to the store one
day to get some food and when we came back I guy was stealing a white womans purse when she pulled out a gun and started shooting him. The guy was running towards us
and the lady was shooting. Gosh this was a really bad neighborhood.
I worked for Borden Milk company for a while and loved the job. It was really hard work dealing with pipes. I felt like a plumber changing milks. I don't even know if I was
doing it right. I hope I did not trick people and say one milk was skim and it was vitamin D. I was at that job maybe 3 months and the pay was good.
I ended up being best friends with this girl named Silk. She danced at a strip club in Vicksburg, MS. I loved it. It was great. She was dating this guy from a popular rap group
in Jackson. Everyone in Jackson knew her. She was very well known. She had allot of sex. It got to a point where she, Adrian and Nate did not help me with rent and we
had to move. They did help but it was not the help I needed. I was dating this white guy for a while and he sold cars. He helped allot with the bills. He was the first man to
be really, really good to me. When he said he will no long help me financially everything went sour. We only had to pay 80 bucks a week, but we lived in that apartment like
we were from another country. Thank goodness for my friend. I will call him Jim and he was a wonderful man that helped me. Well I went to stay with some people that
lived up stairs while I worked 2 jobs. I got a job at Hudson Salvage and one at Super Kmart.
The people I was staying with was told I had to leave cause I left my other apartment. So I was kicked out, that fast. Then I came back to get my close and the people would
not give me all my stuff. The kept my bed and my boom box. People try to help and then they make things worse. I really hated that.
I went to another building around the corner where my friend Brenda stayed.
(To be continued)
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